Innocent Witch’s Blog

Just finished my electrotherapy test on lasers and ultraviolet light, and as usual, i’m sucha sucker in books, i hate to read it but appreciate them…… However, this time, i’m definitely not prepare for it, luckily is for only carry mark… i swear to God that i actually wake up early morning to read, but i just can’t push myself to open the damm book. By the way, today, my fucki*ng college implemented another stupid rule where we have to have this small ugly annoying book and get warden signature and also get the pak guard and mak guard signatre if i want to go back to my home… and i only can go back home twice a month… Hello, Idiot people in the KSKB Shit Office… Please dun forget someone is staying 20 minutes from Sungai Buloh…. And i know what is home like… i need to see my lovely parents to get inspiration to study and my annoyign little brother to appreciate the college and also my lovely adorable King Kong to push me to complete this course….. as usual, i bitch about the whole rules and requested to my HEP, Ms. Fran to allow me to go back every week….. Please, let me go back… my house is just 20 minutes away….. And not to mention, i make such a big fucking deal bout the attire in hostel…. Just because the majority in hostel is malays, doesn;t means, we can’t wear short around the hostel… and i dun care the ass of them, is till wear it outside the hostel room….. i don’t mind people looking at my elephant legs…. And by the way, need help here…. Advices… email me… k? how to deal with situation where you feel suddenly you dunno the person anymroe??? Is like, u suddenly you dun understand the person anymore….. …. I dunno how it happened, suddenly i dun really udnerstand this friend of mine….. Hmmm… Should i ignore it or do something about it????

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Trying to sign in to the MSN through the web but the server here is damm fuc8king slow….. Life is suck here!!!!!!!!!!!!!! By the way, I’m back to college again… cause the idio8 fo8l college took back their order and instruct every student go back to college and resume the studies…. Life is sucker here……. I just can’t believe how come the head is such an ass hole… He is completely brainless and annoying son of Bi*cTh… And yes, i’m annoyed with the arrangement of the college… Why the government has to work like that??? Do they know they actually waste lots of energy , money and time??? And that’s so not effctive in producing a good work???… Ahhhh…. I just can’t wait for my 5 years bond and work for government and be sitting physio for 5 years… Anyway, to whoever stay in Klang Valley, congrats and thanks to God, finally the haze is gone and the rain is here…. Dun it remind you bout gratefulness… for the first time, i learn to breath properly… i learn to avoid people who smoke next to me… I may not change the person next to me but i can still save my life….. and try to minimize my risk towards lung cancer…. n also if can in future i want to use a electrical car…. kekeke… suddenly i turn into environmentalist…. kekeke…. But, i’m really grateful that the haze is gone… at least, i can breath properly now…. But, nowadays, i feel so insecure with myself… asthough i need to push myself to higher level…. what i meant is my studeis, i really need to start to revise now…. Cause i’m feeling myself pressuring me … is like a warning sign…." SHIAU LEE, IF YOU DON’T STUDY, YOU DEFINITELY CANNOT CATCH UP WITH IT, AND YOU ARE REPEATING WHAT HAPPENED LAST SEM… DO YOU WANNA BE LIKE THAT???????" mAYBE I’m paranoid but i always trust my instinct… Mayb is time for me to start my revision…. plus, woman’s instinct is always right…. And one more thing, i wanna say welcome backt o Jac!!!!!! JAc….. Hope you can manage to create the safest, best and most effective slimming pill for people like me….. Kekekeke…. and Good luck in your job searching process…… And this is all i have today…. is abit emotion and also long…..

Hols is here……

Suddenly a hols but it will be replace soon with all the saturdays and it seems that my mid sem hols will be cancel as well…. Is rather sad…. But thinkin that i dun have to walk up and down woith all the haze surrounded me like my sweat…. i’m kinda happy and grateful…. Though the situation in Peejay and Sungai Buloh are the same… Both API is still 300++…. Is in the unhealthy stage….

Latest API on 12/8/2005

So, to those who is like me, staying here… Klang valley folks….

• Dun forget to drink lots of water
• wear mask
• eat vitamin C
• and if got respiratory problems… seek for help ASAP….
• IS better to be proactive with prevention… rather Reactive with solution….

Ahh…. terrible world…. Thanks to the terrible people living here…..  Maybe this is how God wants punish us… let us feel it…. Thank God for the lesson, but please spare those who are innocence like those pity children with asthmatic problem…. It seems that 150 pt went to hospital in seremban daily….

         Therefore, let’s pray together for better air tomorrow….

I thought
I thought I just been lonely….
I thought I just been silly….
I thought I think too much…..
But, why when you away…..
I see another different of you…..
But, why when you are here…..
I see another different you…..
Though we practically cut each other throat every day…..
But when one of us is away,
We practically cut each other heart away….
Leaving one another to search for one another half….
Lonely,
Is the word describing each of us when one of us is missing…..
Sadness,
Is the word embedded in each of our half-filled heart….
Torture,
Is the word our soul carry to undergo each day, each task without having one another by our side….
Maybe there is when I want to say…..
I love you….. But "I hate you" is the words come out from my mouth…..
Everytime I see you, I snared at you but my heart is smiling away…..
But everytime i don’t see you, i’ll be sad and dissapointed….
Suddenly i feel my life is empty and blank…..
But now things have go different…..
You are not here to tease me anymore…..
i’m no longer remember how to laugh….
You no longer here to scold me silly pig anymore….
I’m no longer calling idiot pig anymore…..
You no longer to direct me to claean the house, to wash the room, to cook for you….
i’m no longer to grumble bout your silly habit over cleanliness anymore…..

Idiot fool,
i really like you….
i may not know what is love…
but i know what is care….
ever since you left, i felt some is trobbing towards my chest,…..
as though half of piece of my heart already lost…..
ever since you left, i’m lost….
I don”t the way to go home….
Ever since you left, i’m confused….
i don’t know whether i should clean the house or i should cook …..

So, now i thought i should let you go…..
but sometimes, i thought i should search for you…..
I thought of nothing in my mind now…..
is just a piece of thought…..
A thought…. i thought…..

Korean drama sometimes really make me go back to my past…. Make me feel that i’m small and useless cause i can’t even let go my memories that has been with me since i dunno when… Is rather sad to know that i’m still clinching to this memories till i don;t want to give chance to my heart to open back again…..
Korean drama reminds me of my past, my life and my memory…. A memory that i dun think i wanna forget for the rest of my life….. But the memory which will destroy my life if i dun let it go at all… But this is also another memory that will let me breath, let my heart keeps pumping, let my soul wondering around and let my spirit keeps flying around….
I’m my memory and My memory is really me…. I have been leaving with this memory and it never leaves me….. So, sometimes, i wonder, will i live without this memory???? Will i be able to breath without this memory???? Is kinda funny someone actually leave in this kind of world thinking like that….. i also wish i can bring myself out of this memory……..
Recently, i watched a korean drama called Full House, acted by Song Hye Go and Bi…. Both are pretty people….. And the character acted by Bi, definitely gives me an impact of life cause it reminds me of a person…. a person who long ago i knew and till now, i can’t forget…. i always thought drama is drama, there is definitely no life and no true in it…… and all is also very dramatic…… Therefore, life is life…. is very present…. No drama in it….
Ask yourself today, do you ever have a unforgetable memory???? If one day, you lost it, what will happen to you???? Will you be able to live without this memory????? As for me, i found it….. I have and i know i can’t live without this memory…. This drama maybe drama for most people…. but it has make an impact in my life……

I, me and my memory……

Hey bloggers, Shiau Lee is here again in Friendsters, jus manage to get online during tutorial class… Thought maybe should drop few words before go back to hostel and try to push myself for my exercise program to lose few more Kgs!!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH….. Doc said mus lose weight or else will have arthritis ….. actually, my knee got problem again…. the pain comes again…. yesterday, put hot pack, and the pain subsides already, is just some recurrent painj… mus be overuse my knee during volleyball and badminton game yesterday evening….. OK….. Today, i’m going to teach you all about hot back, what is the benefit of Hot pack….. 1) It incerase blood supply to the area you are treating….. 2) When blood supply increase, then exudation of fliuid also increase, therefore, all the substances that causes you pain will also drain away…. Kekekeke…. 3) Besides that, you also can relax your muscles and also it help to loosen up your ligaments, tehrefore, a good treat of hot therapy before stretching will be good, at least, you ahve less pain and at the same time, you can stretch more….. 4) Most importantly, hot therapy helps healing profess occurs faster…. isn’t that great…. ARhhhhh…. sound bored…. never mind, isn’t that much info for you guys….. anyway, i’m bored here… i need someone to email me……. kekeke./… tell me how’s life…??? K??? Shiau Lee (^o^)