Archive for September, 2005

Help Wanted!!!!!

Wednesday, September 28th, 2005

Exam is here….. ok… i’m exagerating… still got one more months… but got so much to study till i dun think one month is enough…… HELP WANTED!!!!!!

     ANd lots of assignments……

      From Ms. saras’ reseach to Madam CHan’s MS…… it is really killing me… and is been two weeks since i go back to see my beloved family… and the stupid is having gotong-royong at this bullshit moment… Jsut ask the radicare to do it la!!!!!!!!!!!!! And who is the hell that make me the assistant 3rd floor rep??? I have so much to do!!!!!! Life’s really suck here!!!!!!!!!!! Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My life… you life…. How much it worth???????

Wednesday, September 28th, 2005

The day my friend killed himself over a stupid girl… i told myself that i won’t get emotional over his death….. because is not worthy to mourn over a friend who deosn’t know the importance and the value of a friendship…. Is defintiely not wotrthy for him…. But as time goes by… thigns cahnges, my heart changes…. sudeenly i realize that i’m very disturebed with his death… His death reminds me of relationship between two souls… relationship between a son and a mom and a dad… relationship between two best brotehrs that are so close with each other…. But because of one stupid relationship, otehrs are nothing… means nothing… worth less than a handful of sands….. Therefore…. my emotinal is not strong when someone mention a person killed himself over another girl or another person…. And sometimes, i’m glad that my friend died after the gulp of acid…. because if he doesn’t die…. he will be half dead body… and that will bring more sadness and torture to all his family members and also friends….. Then, come again the news, a guy jumped from Sixth floor because his gf dumped him… He didn’t die… but, he got multiple fracture… adn for a person who has been learning bout fractures for months… i may not know the feeling… but i defnitely can understand how is it a person with multiple fracture… my lecturer even predicted that he will have paralysis….. You see… that’s life…. unwanted and under appreciated by stupid and silly people….. this is rathedr annoying to hear those news???? How could young person who has been through a little be so shallow minded and also stupid to end his life over a girl who deosn’t know how to appreciate him….. i’m ratehr upset over these things…… someone definitely need to tell me to hold my horses because i definitely can’t take it if another friend of mine takes the same step… So, if you decide to do the same thign, please, though i may not be close to you but u still my friend, dun hesitate to email me or call me… we can have good long chat over the life we been through together….. we can… and you can also save your life…. i promised on that……. Life is too short for us to end ……