Life is Not FAir!!!!!!
Life is not fair….. that’s a famous proverb….. and i took 22 years to understand it deep down to my heart and feel with my flesh…. It really painful… as though my A delta fibers keep on sending sending impulses to my brain…. but, it is not as hurt as my heart when i realized i was betrayed by my own classmates…… well, my friends said once… when u come out to society, you must put on a mask, even a person hurt you, you must learn to smile and also don’t express my feeling…… But i don’t think i can do that to the maximun extend….. maybe a bit when i can control myself…. But, the main issues bout this thing is why would half of the class will hate me for something i didn’t do….. and why some people would want to hate me when i don’t even bother what heck and hell is the damm shit fellow doing???? i really don’t understand how should i react and how should i treat the friends that actually hate me for no damm reason???? for one thing, tear by tear keeps coming down my cheeks…. but, these tears are not for them but for me….. because crying is a therapy for me…. each tear that comes down from my eyes….. actually has a curative effect to my heart because it goes down from eyes to my heart….. and everytime i cry, my heart will undergo healing process….. it will heal as soon as possible…. but, everytime i see them, my heart feels as though it was stabbed deep down….. and talking to people who thinks this is nothing, it doesn’t help at all… i understand why they think like that because they been through it… and i haven’t been through it yet so, for me is a very difficult to handle it… expecially when they said i’m a very emotional person…. which i agree… but still, different person got different way of handling things… Well, i don’t know what to do except to face the truth that life is not fair!!!!! i really got to face the fate……
any comment??? feel threatened with this blog….. face me and talk to me…. i dare you…..
