GONG XI FA CHAI!!!!!!!

February 6th, 2006 by shiauleedainnocentwith

GONG XI FA CHAI TO EVERYONE ……

THough this time CHinese NEw YEar is Out Of My Expectation… but in a way there is alot of things i elarnt from it…. for one thing, i know when to stop and rest when i’m tired… and Ang Pow is not that attractive to me anyway, however, i still welcome ang pow from anyone who are still willing to give to me… Kekekeke….. $$$$$$$$$$

I regretted for not meeting Wei Lan, JAclyn and Sook Han during CNY because i was in Ipoh with my family members…. Now, that i come back from there already, i kinda miss them already…. i seriously do… for the first time, i can feel the family love among of us…. actually, all this while also i feel but this time i felt more… kekekeke…..

And i’m happy to see Ms. Chan…. i miss u and there is so much i  can learn from u…. i do…. hope the tuition class u talked that day is what u meant…. i’m going to come soon….

GONG XI FA CHAI… and thanks for tha cards, greetings, ang pow… and wishes….

in here, i also wish to all of you….

SEng Ti Jien Kang,

Wang Xi Ru Yi

Yi Lu Sun Fung

Tuan Tuan Yuan YUan….

LONG TIME NO BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

February 6th, 2006 by shiauleedainnocentwith

I"M SO OUT OF MOOD TO BLOG NOW!!!!!!!

Is been so long since i really blog… and i think my blog is collecting dust and dirts from all of the world…..

Life has been really suck,…. and nothing suck more than my college…. Ok… Not the college but the people there…. imaturity, idiotic and also trouble seeker are those words suitable for some fools in there….

I hope some people out there knows what i mean and knows what to do ….. Someone F**K those Bitches !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For one thing there are some angels in my life in college… at least some devils look too good to resist as well, like thier idiotic act which comforts and calm …. for one thing, these people bring me back to sanity…. the last thing i need is to be diagnose as Psychosis ….. which i thin i’m changing now…..

Miss of all u out there…..\

Sri Amanians!!!!

JAMI!!!! ( i still refused to call u Jay!!!Jac, WEi LAn, PEi Wern!!!!! Mei Mei…. Shu Ian….. Farihna…. Sugi…. ANushiaa… Noelle….

All of u guys!!!!! Ring me if got time, to keep my sanity and purity of my heart for not punishing those bitches out there……..

I miss my mom, dad, sis and bro…. and also my ang pow from all my family out there……..

WHO WANT TO SAVE ME FROM THIS HELL!!!!!!

Love for her Daddy

December 11th, 2005 by shiauleedainnocentwith

Love for her DADDY

Her hair was up in a ponytail
Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Father’s Day at school,
And she couldn’t wait to go.

But her mummy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn’t there today.

But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school,
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
A dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
Anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called,
A student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
For a man who wasn’t there.

"Where’s her daddy at?"
She heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn’t have one,"
Another dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
As she smiled up at her Mum.
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn’t be here,
Because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
And how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
And ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I’m not standing here alone.

"Cause my daddy’s always with me,
Even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
He’ll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
And lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
Beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.

I love my daddy very much,
He’s my shining star.
And if he could, he’d be here,
But heaven’s just too far.

You see he was a fireman
And died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
And taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
It’s like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
And saw him there that day.

And to her mother’s amazement,
She witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side.

"I know you’re with me Daddy,"
To the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
That heaven is never too far
They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them.

October 17th, 2005 by shiauleedainnocentwith

Well, just finished running the Sem 1 OSPE…. And is really tiring and also saddening… but at least i did my job and i’m proud at it as well….. is rather ugly but i rather keep this to myself….. ANyway, if anyone is wondering what is OSPE, OSPE is…. sorry i dunno what is the long name….. but is a practical exam for us where we have to perform a tast given by our examiner in 5 minutes…. normally there are 20 stations and each stations has a question on our skill and knowledge. Well, is rather scary for the first-timer as there are so many skills you got to know and cover as well… therefore, i think mock OSPE is a good practise for all of us…. But, of course, the bad side is the lots of bad impression, ridiculous perception and also idiots around me…. so, no big deal…. i can bear with it… short time more for me….

Well, can’t blog much, got to finish research proposal or else got zero for it……. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is Not FAir!!!!!!

October 15th, 2005 by shiauleedainnocentwith

Life is not fair….. that’s a famous proverb….. and i took 22 years to understand it deep down to my heart and feel with my flesh…. It really painful… as though my A delta fibers keep on sending sending impulses to my brain…. but, it is not as hurt as my heart when i realized i was betrayed by my own classmates…… well, my friends said once… when u come out to society, you must put on a mask, even a person hurt you, you must learn to smile and also don’t express my feeling…… But i don’t think i can do that to the maximun extend….. maybe a bit when i can control myself…. But, the main issues bout this thing is why would half of the class will hate me for something i didn’t do….. and why some people would want to hate me when i don’t even bother what heck and hell is the damm shit fellow doing???? i really don’t understand how should i react and how should i treat the friends that actually hate me for no damm reason???? for one thing, tear by tear keeps coming down my cheeks…. but, these tears are not for them but for me….. because crying is a therapy for me…. each tear that comes down from my eyes….. actually has a curative effect to my heart because it goes down from eyes to my heart….. and everytime i cry, my heart will undergo healing process….. it will heal as soon as possible….  but, everytime i see them, my heart feels as though it was stabbed deep down….. and talking to people who thinks this is nothing, it doesn’t help at all… i understand why they think like that because they been through it… and i haven’t been through it yet so, for me is a very difficult to handle it… expecially when they said i’m a very emotional person…. which i agree… but still, different person got different way of handling things…  Well, i don’t know what to do except to face the truth that life is not fair!!!!! i really got to face the fate……

any comment??? feel threatened with this blog….. face me and talk to me…. i dare you…..

Life is not fair and i believe that….

October 15th, 2005 by shiauleedainnocentwith

Life is not fair….. that’s a famous proverb….. and i took 22 years to understand it deep down to my heart and feel with my flesh…. It really painful… as though my A delta fibers keep on sending sending impulses to my brain…. but, it is not as hurt as my heart when i realized i was betrayed by my own classmates…… well, my friends said once… when u come out to society, you must put on a mask, even a person hurt you, you must learn to smile and also don’t express my feeling…… But i don’t think i can do that to the maximun extend….. maybe a bit when i can control myself…. But, the main issues bout this thing is why would half of the class will hate me for something i didn’t do….. and why some people would want to hate me when i don’t even bother what heck and hell is the damm shit fellow doing???? i really don’t understand how should i react and how should i treat the friends that actually hate me for no damm reason???? for one thing, tear by tear keeps coming down my cheeks…. but, these tears are not for them but for me….. because crying is a therapy for me…. each tear that comes down from my eyes….. actually has a curative effect to my heart because it goes down from eyes to my heart….. and everytime i cry, my heart will undergo healing process….. it will heal as soon as possible….  but, everytime i see them, my heart feels as though it was stabbed deep down….. and talking to people who thinks this is nothing, it doesn’t help at all… i understand why they think like that because they been through it… and i haven’t been through it yet so, for me is a very difficult to handle it… expecially when they said i’m a very emotional person…. which i agree… but still, different person got different way of handling things…  Well, i don’t know what to do except to face the truth that life is not fair!!!!! i really got to face the fate……

any comment??? feel threatened with this blog….. face me and talk to me…. i dare you…..

At home…..

October 14th, 2005 by shiauleedainnocentwith

I went out with with Jac and Wei Lan straight after i reached PeeJAy yesterday…. Yeah…. Met them, put on more fat… thanks to dolly madison in A&W….. however, it doesn;t matter… but, very happy cause got to learn so tricks from these two silly but superb ladies…. anyway, nice to see you guys… and hope tom we go swimming at 3K????? badminton??? forgot to bring racketla!!!!!!

CAn i?>??????

October 12th, 2005 by shiauleedainnocentwith

i dunno what is called Life????

Can Life lives without friends???

CAn Life lives without truth????

Can life lives with hatred???

CAn a person hate another person and live with the person peacefully????

CAn i survive this time?????

CAn i??????

Work Stress….

October 7th, 2005 by shiauleedainnocentwith

Arhhhh….. So Stress!!!!! Somemore have to do assignment on work stress… Ahhh… i definitely have the early sign of work stress…..

  • headache….

  • difficulty in sleeping…..

  • lack of concentration….

  • job dissatisfaction

  • low morale

  • bad temper….

These are the signs of stress… So, if you found yourself with these symptomps, please do something about it… If is prolonged stress, it will cause more disturbance to you, your life and people surronding you… is rather ugly…..

         If a person cannot meet the demand in work, the positive stress will turn into negative stress. Thus, the challenge has turned into job demands that cannot be met, relaxation has turned to exhaustion, and a sense of satisfaction has turned into feelings of stress. In short, the stage is set for illness, injury, and job failure

That’s life…

October 6th, 2005 by shiauleedainnocentwith

Well, finally receive a proper email from my big sis in England… She changed her job again.. and i’m so glad she finally can settle down already…. And hope she can come back soon because is been years since i meet her… can’t wait to see her chubby face that filled with buns, potatoes and steaks….
anyway, still struggling for assignments and also tests… but will go abck this week and see my beloved at home… and also try to get away fromt he sight of idiots in the college…. if you wanna know, there is lots of idiots and dumbos who make stupid accusation in the class that bring me misery and torture.. but, i happily go through it now… and at the same time make sure they regret for what they have done…. that’s my promise……
Life’s suck…but, that’s life……. isn’t it??????